*untittled*

"Hey girl , you are fat!"
have you ever heard this words from someone before?

Apa reaksi kamu?Kebanyakan orang sih bakalan tersinggung kayanya.
Tapi gimna kalau yang bilang itu adalah orang yang paling kamu sayang? hayoo, mau ngomong apa?Marah? masa sih? marah sama orang yang kamu sayang?hm?emang bisa.

Dan aku adalah salah satu dari mereka . Aku adalah salah satu dari orang yang dikatain gendut sama orang yang aku sayang sendiri, Agggghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Terus apa yang aku lakuin, hah, menerima dengan lapang dada, yah. karena kalau marah, aku nggak bisa tapi kalau nggak marah juuga susah, jadi ya sudahlah, take it easy aja., toh yang bilang gitu cuman dia doang hehe, mama papah masih fine-fine aja sama berat aku, hehe.temen-temen juga biasa aja.

Jadi kayaknya nggak perlu juga aku sampai harus belabelain ngurusin badan dengan dietlah, olahragalah, atau apapun itu

I have fun with my weight. hehe
Aku masih bisa bebas buat makan eskrim sebanyak yang aku mau, atau makan makanan yang berlemak sekalipun, hehe Buat apa nyusahin diri sendiri dengan nahan makan apalagi sampai , muntahin makanan yang uda dimakan, iyakh! nggak banget,
Mending juga bebas nikmatin apa aja yang kamu mau asalkan itu masih dalam batas wajar. hehe.

Enjoy your life :D

(?)P.E.R.F.E.C.T(?)

Kata perfect mungkin bisa didefinisiin sebagai kata SEMPURNA. Tiap orang ingin bisa dilahirkan dengan keadaan sempurna, pastinya. Tapi kalau semua orang terlahir dengan sempurna , ntar kasian dong sama yang mukanya . okay a little bit handsome, hehe :P nggak ada buat bahan humor-humornya., hehe (JUST KIDDING )
Well, gimana kalau kita memiliki orang yang masuk dalam kategori perfect itu?hm(?)Happy, sad atau malahan biasa aja?Nggak ada pengaruhnya sama sekali.

Nah.Kalau aku bilang aku memiliki seseorang dengan IQ diatas rata-rata, masukkah orang tersebut ke dalam kategori perfect??
Entahlah. toh aku nggak mau ambil pusing soal itu, hehe, Karena nggak ada ngaruhnya sama sekali .Just see this---->
-->he's smart. so what? Do you think I could I ask him to teach me about my lesson?
and the answer is NO! . he would say NO! 1001 alasan yang dia lemparin buat nolak ngajarin aku. Mungkin orang diluar ngeliatnya aku tuh enak banget , punya seseorang dengan IQ diatas rata-rata, so aku bisa minta ajarin dia everytime. Tapi toh kenyataannya 180 derajat beda kan?LOOK. nggak ada ngaruhnya . mau dia IQnya diatas rata-rata atau bahkan bisa ngalahin Albert Einstein sekalipun, faktanya nggak ngefek tuh ke aku.

Apa hebatnya sih perfect kalau yang ada di pikirannya itu cuma tentang kesenangannya sendiri?ada kalanya dimana seseorang berada di titik kejenuhan, menurut aku itu manusiawi banget. Pertanyaannya ,kenapa bisa kamu jenuh dengan perfect?Bukankan perfect itu adalah sempurna , yang pastinya akan selalu sempurna.Nggak ada cacatnya sama sekali.
Di saat kamu menjalani sesuatu , yang monoton. statis , nothing special . Apakah itu perfect?
Mungkin omongan kamu bisa ngelak tapi hati nggak akan bisa dibohongin.
-->They ask you about your first date . You said it happened about a few months ago and Till now you never have it again. Just staying home and make an interesting conversation, yes, just it. I wanna ask him , first, oh no. I'm too shy to say that, Just let it flow. till the right time and I don't know when, , hooou!

Perfect, apa masih ingin ngejar kata ini?Kadang tanpa kita sadar something precious is not always come frome something perfect, but it comes from our pure heart .

I don't lie

I don't know why,
I don't know , what really happen to me?
It's feel like a dream, It's feel like I'm dissapear, and what you see just my body but not my soul..
I can't ask to anyone . I just keep silent and do nothing.
There's no smile in my face just an ugly face with bad expression.
Think that I'm such a radicolous girl , pathetic ,or high temper.
If you think so, maybe you're right or maybe you're wrong
I can't guess what really happen,
Lonelines, pain,broken,
uuuugh, damn it's allright!!!!!!!!!

I wanna eat someone, oh, okay if I can, so I did it.
but I don't wanna get into a jail,
I wanna burn something, I wanna scream as loud as I can, I wanna throw my self into a deep sea even I can't control my self I never ever ever wanna cry!NO.

Keep silent , be like there's nothing happen to me. just take a walk and heving fun again.wuu.
I don't Lie, but I just don't wanna show the truth

IF I WAS A PETERPAN

stop it now, please!
I'm sorry mom , I'm sorry dad if your daughter always complain about her lesson.
I wanna tell you if I'm not a tallented girl like you all imagine before.
I'm TIARA and I just live in my way.
It's so hard when I look deep in front , whatI wanna be in the future(?)
I'm tired to hear you ask me about it.
Now, just let me live in my way.
I'm sure I would like to think about it later, I promise,
If I have already find the answer I would tell you soon.

what I feel? desperate ?(oh, no please.)
But i gonna think some freaking act.
I deam about -> IF I WAS A PETERPAN
it will be so fun , interesting, awesome, unpredictable and .......................
You know what peterpan lived on neverland. It was a world that full of happyness. I hope I could be there!
Peterpan never thought about his future, cause he just spend his day by playing, playing, and playing. He would be a kid ever after. No one can stop him except wicked pirate who had one hand. Peterpan always lived his live by his own way, and if I was him, I don't need to think about my future too, I will always having fun with my friend ,without thinking about being older and older. I don't need to go to school, cause I could learn everything at neverland. There was no teacher who would be punished me if I didn't make my homework. NO SADNESS anymore!!
I would have a fairy ,she would always be with me, and make me happy all day.
yes, it's fun. I know it.

But unfortunately, it's just a drean. yup A DREAM of FOOLISH GIRL.
I realize about it, so why do I always dream about it?being a peterpan. ah, radicolous.

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huaaaaaaaaaaa.............. it had been so long. I don't write again.
But now, I'm back :D
yea, happy new year all!! ahahha sepertinya saya telat mengucapkannya, tapi tak apalah yang penting saya bisa menulis (?)#nggaknyambung
Well, aku punya berita buruk, berita yang sangat amat buruk, lebih buruk dari apapun,
hah, I can't imagine , how it will be?
here it is :
aku uda mulai masuk ke semster genap itu artinya ada jadwal baru yang siap ngedatengin aku, Guess what? jadwal baru ini bener-bener bikin aku mualll
GILA! *,*
mikirinnya aja uda bikin males apalagi ngejalaninnya.
gini ya hari SELAS jadwal aku :
-> jam 1 = bilologi 90 menit (it doesn't matter , as far I think biology is fun :)
-> jam 2 = fisika 90 menit ( ahhh ==" I can't understand , how many time my teacher had explain about it , but my brain still freez )
-> jam 3 = matematika 180 menit (OMG. 180 menit , it is really amazing. I'm not a brilliant student , then why do I have to learn math for 180 menit/3,5 jam. aaaa)
Uda liat kan, gimna aku nggak gila ntar, ah!
Now, dear my lovely teacher please listen
I'm just an ordinary girl I have no any special capacity to learn your lesson. So please I beg you to end this all. I'm really sick :(